Talk:John/@comment-173.48.229.216-20130701052858

I believe that his son was an accident and that he told his son that he should have never been born and in return his son ran away and died. I refer back to the part where he speaks to Lucifer and yells out he should have never been born and then breaks down crying and apologizes repeatedly. I also think he can't let go of what he had done and blames himself for his son's death and as punishment he is doomed to constantly search for his son and drown in the grief of how much he hates himself for telling his son that he should have never been born.